wednesday, wednesday, wednesday!

i cooked dinner tonight. i cooked dinner yesterday night, as well. :) i am slowly getting back into the swing of cooking and exercising. its probably a good idea that i'm easing my way into being more active and getting things in gear. i've started eating breakfast every morning and going on walks with my nephews every morning (weather permitting). this week i've started cooking healthy food, lots of veggies and grilled meat rather than fried. its fun and i love it.

whenever i hear the theme song from the newer rendition of the movie "little women" (the one with claire danes and wynona ride), i can't help but tear up and think of amazing times with my mom. its pretty much our movie. i think i may go over her house, cuddle up and watch it with her. when the day comes and she is called to be with the LORD in heaven, it will be one of the movies i watch when i'm thinking of her. i'll hear the music and i know it will bring back all the lovely memories. i remember going to see that in the movies with her... *sigh*

okay, lets stop the sad thoughts!

i'm tired and it was ridiculously hot today. tomorrow is supposed to be even hotter! i love east coast summers. they are actual summers where you can truly complain about the heat, where you long to be in an ice cold pool or ocean. and then all of a sudden, some day near the end of august or the first couple weeks of september, you'll get that one cool day. the one that reminds you of the amazing beauty that is the season of fall. oh yes. fall. oh its lovely.

julie and johnny come to visit in 3 days! i'm so excited i could scream. there is so much that needs to get done though... its kind of intense. pillows. i need to remember to get pillows! hmm... what else. vacuum bags. meant to get them the other day but couldn't find them. boo! at least the dishes are done! thank you, bud.

i guess i'm done for now... i think i'm going to go reminisce some more. i'm kind of an emotional person right now... it was either the video i just watched about a korean man, the little women song, or maybe i'm close to a certain cycle i'm waiting on. kind of hope it doesn't come, so that it can mean that i'm pregnant. but i'm not holding my breath. i've kind of accepted defeat... or at least i've come to the point where i don't take pregnancy tests anymore. if i don't start by saturday, maybe i'll take a test. we'll see... anyway - sorry to end on such a... not popular topic. love to you all.

i'm missing paris... mostly i'm missing my amber and liz... and the romance of paris. 

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