don't know why i thought of mandrakes. who knows...
bud's sister julie and her fiancée come to visit in less than 5 days! i'm so very excited to see them. its been almost a year since i've seen them and i can't wait to sit and talk and just enjoy them. it should be an amazing time!
lets see... so much has been going on and really its not even truly noteworthy. i'm sorry. i've been watching heaps of tv when i'm not thinking about school, planning for school, working, thinking about working, thinking about cars, trying to figure out how to clean up my apartment to be nice for when johnny and julie come and when i'm not trying to spend time with the husband. his schedule has been weird and you combine that with his youtube videos and school schedule - i am itching to spend time with him. thankfully, bud and i had an amazing time last night. i'm not one to sit and squeal about intimate things like that, but it was truly a beautiful evening. candles, amazing music by explosions in the sky, and just the two of us, enjoying the beauties of matrimony. God is so amazing to have blessed me with a husband who i can cherish until death do us part. i just pray that God will bless us with a baby soon... that would be an amazing gift.
oh man. babies. everywhere. so many people i know are pregnant, thinking of getting pregnant, just having their babies, onto their 2nd or 3rd, or have had babies and are enjoying life with them. it gets a bit overwhelming. i am so happy for everyone i know who has a child and has been blessed with such a gift. i am truly happy for them. its the weirdest feeling to be so happy and at the same time, have your heart ache and long to hold a child of your own in your arms. its a lot...
anywho - i guess i'll go. i'm gonna try to read some more of my book and maybe i'll update y'all tomorrow about what i read. we'll see how far i get, i'm pretty tired. love to you all! goodnight.
bud's sister julie and her fiancée come to visit in less than 5 days! i'm so very excited to see them. its been almost a year since i've seen them and i can't wait to sit and talk and just enjoy them. it should be an amazing time!
lets see... so much has been going on and really its not even truly noteworthy. i'm sorry. i've been watching heaps of tv when i'm not thinking about school, planning for school, working, thinking about working, thinking about cars, trying to figure out how to clean up my apartment to be nice for when johnny and julie come and when i'm not trying to spend time with the husband. his schedule has been weird and you combine that with his youtube videos and school schedule - i am itching to spend time with him. thankfully, bud and i had an amazing time last night. i'm not one to sit and squeal about intimate things like that, but it was truly a beautiful evening. candles, amazing music by explosions in the sky, and just the two of us, enjoying the beauties of matrimony. God is so amazing to have blessed me with a husband who i can cherish until death do us part. i just pray that God will bless us with a baby soon... that would be an amazing gift.
oh man. babies. everywhere. so many people i know are pregnant, thinking of getting pregnant, just having their babies, onto their 2nd or 3rd, or have had babies and are enjoying life with them. it gets a bit overwhelming. i am so happy for everyone i know who has a child and has been blessed with such a gift. i am truly happy for them. its the weirdest feeling to be so happy and at the same time, have your heart ache and long to hold a child of your own in your arms. its a lot...
anywho - i guess i'll go. i'm gonna try to read some more of my book and maybe i'll update y'all tomorrow about what i read. we'll see how far i get, i'm pretty tired. love to you all! goodnight.
oh babies... you're on my mind.
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