i have so much on my mind and a lot of it i am not really in a place to talk about at leisure. for my husbands comfort, i mean. its not about him so don't worry. i am not holding back some sort of frustration towards him that i don't want to spread around. there is no dirty laundry here folks. well, there is but its sitting in the hamper waiting to be cleaned. hopefully we get around to that soon as i've almost completely run out of clean socks! my dear, oh my, no clean socks! anyway - my mind is running a million miles a moment and i have been dreaming and daydreaming about all sorts of things and my emotions are running high. but alas, i will steer away from this because i'm being so cryptic and vague that i'm annoying myself, so i'm sure its annoying to you readers.
today i caught up on my devotionals for this week and let me say it was SO nice to get back in the groove of reading my bible. its so sad that i'm so sporadic with my devotionals. when i read my bible and when i spend time with the Lord like i'm supposed to, i always feel relieved, i fight less with my husband, i stress less and mostly i realize that at that moment, i'm living my life worthy of the call the Lord has put on my life. that call being growing in the knowledge of the Lord and growing in my faith of the Gospel and wanting to see it spread to the ends of the earth. at my church we're starting 1 corinthians and the first part of chapter 1 is about how the church is not just a mess but a mystery. and how the church is the body of Christ so the devotionals given out (they give devotionals out each week in the bulletins) we're talking about unity in the body of Christ. so the past 3 days have been based on the following scriptures: psalm 133, ephesians 4:1-10 & ephesians 4:11-16. i learned all sorts of things and really, it re-infused the fact that as a body - we all have our different parts and roles but when we work together, when we work with patience and understanding and grace, we will see grace and live out in the grace God has given us. we will work together better and we will build the body up in the love. the love that God gave us, according to His call on our lives. amazing.
i have been listening to josh groban a lot today and i love him. if you don't know that then i don't think we've been friends for that long. i have been in love with that man for so long. don't worry - its a love thats no where near the same as the love i have for my husband. its an "oh my gosh, you're an amazing singer and an inspiration!!!" type of love. anyway - i love singing along with him and making harmonies and such. its good for my voice to stay strong when i'm not using it each week like i was in california. i do miss crossweave.
i made baked chicken tonight for dinner with rice, salad and garlic bread slices. i made it like bud's mom, to give him a taste of home. i know that he likes being here and that his home is where i am (and vice versa), but i'm sure he misses his family and i'm sure he likes to have a little bit of old home mixed with the new home. he said it was good and was just like how his mom cooks it so that made me a very happy camper. well i guess i am going to hit the road for now. its nearly 9pm and i usually try to get into bed by then. it never happens, but i try! i've been so tired lately i just want to sleep. i find myself with heavy eyes while laying on the floor playing with the babies at work. some times they play and my eyes get so heavy they drop for like a second. then i panic and my adrenaline wakes me up because i feel like i fell asleep at work. you can't fall asleep at work when you're watching twin infants that are on the cusp of toddler-ness. anyway - that is all for now. goodnight and until next time. byebye.
today i caught up on my devotionals for this week and let me say it was SO nice to get back in the groove of reading my bible. its so sad that i'm so sporadic with my devotionals. when i read my bible and when i spend time with the Lord like i'm supposed to, i always feel relieved, i fight less with my husband, i stress less and mostly i realize that at that moment, i'm living my life worthy of the call the Lord has put on my life. that call being growing in the knowledge of the Lord and growing in my faith of the Gospel and wanting to see it spread to the ends of the earth. at my church we're starting 1 corinthians and the first part of chapter 1 is about how the church is not just a mess but a mystery. and how the church is the body of Christ so the devotionals given out (they give devotionals out each week in the bulletins) we're talking about unity in the body of Christ. so the past 3 days have been based on the following scriptures: psalm 133, ephesians 4:1-10 & ephesians 4:11-16. i learned all sorts of things and really, it re-infused the fact that as a body - we all have our different parts and roles but when we work together, when we work with patience and understanding and grace, we will see grace and live out in the grace God has given us. we will work together better and we will build the body up in the love. the love that God gave us, according to His call on our lives. amazing.
i have been listening to josh groban a lot today and i love him. if you don't know that then i don't think we've been friends for that long. i have been in love with that man for so long. don't worry - its a love thats no where near the same as the love i have for my husband. its an "oh my gosh, you're an amazing singer and an inspiration!!!" type of love. anyway - i love singing along with him and making harmonies and such. its good for my voice to stay strong when i'm not using it each week like i was in california. i do miss crossweave.
i made baked chicken tonight for dinner with rice, salad and garlic bread slices. i made it like bud's mom, to give him a taste of home. i know that he likes being here and that his home is where i am (and vice versa), but i'm sure he misses his family and i'm sure he likes to have a little bit of old home mixed with the new home. he said it was good and was just like how his mom cooks it so that made me a very happy camper. well i guess i am going to hit the road for now. its nearly 9pm and i usually try to get into bed by then. it never happens, but i try! i've been so tired lately i just want to sleep. i find myself with heavy eyes while laying on the floor playing with the babies at work. some times they play and my eyes get so heavy they drop for like a second. then i panic and my adrenaline wakes me up because i feel like i fell asleep at work. you can't fall asleep at work when you're watching twin infants that are on the cusp of toddler-ness. anyway - that is all for now. goodnight and until next time. byebye.
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