songbird says stuff...

this weekend has been pretty crappy. a friend of mine passed away after a life long battle with cystic fibrosis. he was 2 years younger than i am. so when i say that life is short - i mean life is ridiculously short. when a parent has to bury their child instead of it being the other way around, there's something wrong. my heart grieves for any parent that has had to bury their child, that has had to say goodbye all too soon. granted - i can't really say that with a clear conscience because who am i to number the days of the people i know. only God can number the days of the people on this earth. He knows the number of hairs on my head and the number of days i'm going to live. amazing. anyway - john settino, you will be missed greatly. you were a sweet guy who always had a way of making people cheer up and see the brighter side of things. i'm blessed to have known you. his death happens to occur shortly before the anniversary of another dear friend of mine who passed away nearly 3 years ago. my dear friend, gordy mercovich. he passed away of a aortic aneurysm and later the doctors found out that he had marfans syndrome. he was an amazingly funny guy and had such a way with people. he made friends anywhere and everywhere he went. everyday i'd send him emails while at work and within seconds he'd respond. it was like instant messaging, without the messenger thing. we had gordy donna mails. oh my dear donna. i need to write her and let her know i'm thinking of her.

also - yesterday my world of warcraft account got hacked into. yes, i'm a nerd. yes i play mmorpg's. yes i play world of warcrack. no i am not ashamed of it. anyway - someone somehow hacked into my account and sold all my stuff. very very unhappy was i. yes. (say that in a yoda voice). i wasn't that upset that all my stuff was gone, although i was pretty bummed by that as a lot of it was stuff that just brought back memories of different times in my life. (i've been playing this game since it started...) i was more upset that someone found out my information and hacked into something that was meant to be private. i felt violated and if you know anything about me, thats a touchy subject for me. knowing that somehow, some random person i don't even know, got my information, waited till i was asleep or not on the game to get on my account, steal stuff (yes i know its fake but its the principle, not the actual fact that the things in the game were valuable. i'm not that lame, i know they are not important) and leave it there for me to find. lame. and creepy.

oh and i got potential bad news but i won't divulge into that now. i will wait until i know for sure. so until then, you'll have to remain in suspense. mwahaha.

so since i was having such a crappy day, bud and i drowned our sorrows in pizza and the big bang theory. might i add, this is probably one of my new favorite sitcoms ever! it is so perfect. the writers are geniuses! and its really quite clean considering it has the potential to be another raunchy comedy show on tv. i'm glad that the sex jokes are kept to a minimum. its a show i could recommend to my parents without saying "sorry about that episode..." so maybe i will. i'll have to have them watch it.

today bud and i went to a different church. i did miss hearing pastor bruce speak, but the message today at the new church was excellent and i did love that its a smaller congregation. we were able to fellowship with the members and get to know some of them. i think we'll end up there. its an OPC which is orthodox presbyterian. we've done a complete 180 in the realm of churches since bud and i started dating. we started at a non-denominational community church in san marcos. then we started doing calvary chapel. then we went to crossweave which is lacking-denomination. then to PCA (presbyterian church of america) and now we're at the orthodox. wow. who knew i'd be comfortable going to a church where head coverings are actually a topic of discussion and doctrine isn't something thats left up to the pastor (i'm not saying that all the churches i went to before now are like that. especially not crossweave. we served their happily and we miss them so much. they are still our church family. we love you guys!) and the other elders. just sayin'. we've been to a heap of churches.

now i'm talking to my friend becky whom i love. you all should love becky too. she's pretty with great hair and a sweet little boy whom i love! brody is the man!!!

but now i must go to sleep. i have to get up early and its already 10:40pm. i thought i'd go to bed earlier but becky told me to write a blog so i am. but now she has to read it and i demand that she post a comment. and not just a "see i read it and here's your comment" type thing. because that is something she would do.

okay. i am out. i will leave you with an awesome quote from the big bang theory:

sheldon - " scissors cuts paper, paper covers rock, rock crushes lizard, lizard poisons spock, spock smashes scissors, scissors decapitates lizard, lizard eats paper, paper disproves spock, spock vaporizes rock and as it always has, rock crushes scissors."

go watch. its excellent. k now i sleep for real. goodnight. byebye.