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i'm finally getting around to updating and installing things on my computer. since i got my computer back i haven't spent that much time on it, which is kind of ironic. i've been so tired and working a lot, been trying to cook and i've come to a point in my life that i don't want to sit in front of the computer, eat and gain back the 26 pounds i've lost. it is so easy to gain weight but so hard to get rid of it. blah. so i don't spend that much time on my computer. that and i got an iPhone and really, i do most of my computin' on that little gadget. it was probably one of the best purchases bud and i have made this year. actually, we purchased them last year but still - you know what i mean. today was crazy. the babies were in a funk (its got to be the fact that they are teething and they are nearing the 1 year mark. which means they are crawling and feeling more independent which means they will try to test their boundaries a little bit further now) so i spent a lot of time trying to distract them from the constant screaming they were doing today. hopefully tomorrow will be a little better. i think i work a double tomorrow, but i don't remember if rhonda and i decided if i'd be doing that this week or if we'd be doing it next week. i guess i'll find out tomorrow. anyway - if i do, it will be a LONG day tomorrow.

last night bud was super sweet and peeled and cut up carrots and potatoes for me so i could make a pot roast in our $10 crockpot. this morning when i woke up, i put the meet, veggies and a few other ingredients in the crockpot, put the lid on and put it on low. it cooked for 12 hours and when we ate it, i didn't even need a knife to cut it. it fell apart and was delicious. i'm really happy with the way it turned out! hooray! i need to start making more things in the crockpot. this is when my dear friend joni chimes in and says "yes! use the crockpot lady!!"

my bed looks so inviting right now and its not even 9pm. i feel so old! like really, what 26 year old goes to bed at 9pm and is still tired the next day. really though - california needs to hurry up and send me the title to my jeep so i can transfer everything over to maryland. then i can finally get on some state assisted health insurance and get to a doctor. i'd like to get a physical and see a gynecologist. i know i know, to all my male friends who may be reading this - thats not something you want to think about. but really - i need to get all parts of me checked out. i haven't been to a doctor who i could actually sit down and discuss things with since i moved to california. if we had stayed in california, april 22 would have been my 7th year living in california. so really - i lived in california just shy 7 years and never got health insurance or a doctor to call my own. so i'm hoping that once i get things situated and "marylandized" i can get a doctor. it'd be amazing if i could go back to my old doctor. she's an amazing lady and still checks on me via my mother who still goes to see her. oh dr. jett how i love you and hope we can meet again soon!

well - i guess thats it for now. becky was unable to come over tonight and i'm sad about that. but i don't know how much fun i'd be since i'm so tired. i literally got home, read the bible and discussed some things from my readings today with my husband and then planted myself on the couch and watched stupid television until dinner was done at almost 7. mind you i get home at 4:30 everyday. so you do the math, at how much time i've been relaxing. alright - gonna go brush my teeth, drink some water, watch this video bud just sent me via facebook chat and probably call it a night. ciao all.