dolph lundgren is he-man, no wait, he's ivan drago!

there's so much on my mind that i have no idea where to start. well... lets see. lets start with school:

history is so easy that i find myself putting it on the back burner. i have to pick up the pace a little bit. so i think this weekend, i will be doing lots of homework. yes... lots of it. i need to get some done at work tomorrow too. the problem with doing homework while at work is i don't really have the mental capacity to do it. i'm not in my own house, i don't have my computer and coursework in front of me, and although i'm reading, i'm still listening to hear if the girls woke up and make sure i do things the way my employers expect me to. however, i did manage to get myself to read 2 chapters of my english text book today! that was good. so if i can read about the salem witchcraft trials and formulate an essay, that'd be one less thing to do this weekend. it'd be good. we'll see what happens. i have 3 more modules to finish, 4 more topics to discuss on the message boards and a research paper to do... dangit. get it together, christin! anyone want to help? :)

english is going well - i've gotten all a's on my essays and tests. i have a big research paper due in the next 2 weeks with a few things due in between, as early as monday. blah! but if i can get the research done this weekend... it should be fine. i just need to actually sit down and make myself do it. but i am pleased with how i'm doing so far. and honestly, its going by quickly. once i'm done my research paper, i have 2 books to go through (tests, essays, etc) and then a final and i'm done! wow.

okay, enough about school. it was just a bunch of rambling anyway. lets talk about work:

work is work. i go to part time at my current job next week. the girls are starting to transition into daycare. the next two weeks i will be working 3 days a week. the third week of march, i only see the girls twice and then they go to daycare and i start watching my nephews! it is bitter sweet, as i am quite attached to the girls, especially these past few weeks. the girls have been sick and i truly see now how attached they are to me. there's something about when a little child comes running to you with tears in their eyes, snotty noses, and their arms stretched out to you because they know that you will hold them and let them know they will be okay - it just kind of strikes you in the soul. at least it does to me. dangit... getting emotional. lets go to the sweet part of this situation... i'm so excited to see my nephews everyday and be apart of their life. i'm going to miss my girls, but i am so blessed to see these faces everyday:

this is carter and his baby brother evan. the two little ones i have the privilege to care for!

so that starts the last week of march. it will be a big change. longer hours but a lot less stressful. i'll be working for people who love me and care for me. this is going to be a really big change. a welcome one, for sure.

well... i took a break to take my test in english, write this blog, and bud ran to the library up the street... now its time to watch last nights episode of V and possibly one more episode of dr. who before i have to hit the pillows. oh! (go here and watch! comment and subscribe and give it a thumbs up.) anyway... spring is on its way and while i love the snow, i'm excited for the smells and looks of spring... honeysuckle, lightning bugs... come to me! goodnight, everyone. love you.

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